Three Years (and the end of the toiling)

Today was a special day, for a couple of reasons:

gradCapFirst, the important: I am finished school. I marked nearly two hundred assignments in three bleary, headache-inducing days, starting Friday evening at 8pm, and working nearly straight through (with breaks for occasional nourishment and cat naps) until the wee hours of Monday morning. It was roughly 2am or so when I called it quits and wearily trundled my oatmeal-filled brain to bed.

I still have mountains of administrative work ahead of me, and my graduating class (the first!) of DMT and Graphic Design students are having an open house at the end of the week, so it’s not over yet. But now that we have completed the last week of classes, and I smashed through all of my marking (like the Hulk, but not as pensive), the bulk of my work is done.

The end of the school year is a gigantic, massive relief. I really do feel like I’ve been birthing gargantuan acorns out of both ears for the past eight months, and the pressure (and pain) of the whole process has finally started to abate. One thing I’ve learned throughout this is that a big part of teaching is:

  1. Overcoming dozens of completely different, often wildly conflicting personalities, sometimes simultaneously and for prolonged periods of time, and

  2. Overcoming one’s own personality day in, and day out.

#1 is very hard. Students come to class with all kinds of personal agendas, and not all of them pertain to the furthering of their own education. #2, however, is the most incredibly difficult of them all, especially for me.

Contrary to what some people may think, I am not an overwhelmingly social person. If I had to choose, I would throw my penny into the “introvert” fountain; I function adequately around people, but I would rather just be off by myself.

Teaching is inherently social. This is the conundrum, as I often do not feel social. But, I’ve come to realize that teaching is really just a job like any other, and I’ve gotten pretty good at turning on when I have to.

All of this said, though, I felt a pang of sadness on Friday as my students handed in their final projects and said good-bye for the summer. I’ve grown quite fond of most of them, and have come to really enjoy getting to know them and seeing them learn and grow as designers. The school will echo with their absence.

cupcakeBut, it’s time for some rest. We all deserve it.

The other important fact about today (well, at least important to me) is that today was the third anniversary of the BeatnikPad. Three years ago I signed up for a Blogger account, threw together a somewhat weak three-column design, and started adding my voice to the then slowly growing din of online narcissists writers.

This web site has lead to many good friendships with people from all over the world, helped me find gainful employment more than once, enabled me to learn new things about the web, design, and myself, and much more. Thanks, BeatnikPad, and happy birthday.

Comments

1 | Chad said on May 5, 2004 10:08 PM

I think it's funny that people still refer to you as Mr. Lee. Only because every time I say it in my head I have to say it with one of those really bad fake asian accents. ooh missa lee...you know that one.

on that note. back to relaxing to my hearts content.
heh heh heh

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2 | Dave said on May 9, 2004 2:03 AM

Hey Neil!

Its been cool having you as an instructor jk ;) You showed me that frames are not cool and flaming text buttons aren't THAT much better. Anyways I wish you the best of luck in teaching and don't let the new students make you TOO grey.

Remember, if you need a grunt to do some work for nickels a day, "Holla 'atcha boy" as they say in the Transcona 'hood.

- Dave.

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3 | Dave said on May 9, 2004 2:07 AM

Uhh.. Avoid that sarcastic sounding line from the last message I posted. It seemed to omit the part with my fake html tags. :( I meant to say "Its been cool having you as an instructor /asskisser". Where is the apple-z undo when you need it eh? bangs head on powerbook

Ok cya and keep in touch!

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4 | Denise said on May 9, 2004 2:27 AM

You are someone I've learned some hard, good lessons from, not only academically, but in life, and I will be ever grateful for your teaching and guidance over the past two years.

I can't imagine what it will be like to not see you week after week. I'll always remember you fondly, and appreciate all you've done and do.

Take care, your student,
Denise

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5 | Pamela said on May 9, 2004 11:51 AM

If I had to pick one person in my life who I have learned the most from and who has had the most impact on me as a person, it would be you. You've been my mentor in many ways throughout the past two years and there are no words to describe how much I will miss that.

Good luck with all of your future students Neil, not that you'll need it!

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