Careening, part two

(Welcome, Wander-Lust readers! And muchas gracias to Daphne at Phoxxe.com for the blush-worthy feature.)

I gave my notice at work today.

Now, you may, or may not have noticed a distinct lack of entries about my working life here. There’s a really good reason for that. You see, two weeks after I started working at my present job, I was blogging something about Winnipeg and pickup trucks. Or was it perogi? Or the preponderance of baseball-cap wearing, massively homophobic men, and the relationship between male-pattern baldness and said caps? Something stupid like that. In the process of this, I made a somewhat snarky remark about salespeople.

I came into work the next day, and there was an e-mail from one of my newly minted coworkers, who happened to be, natch, a salesguy. All the e-mail contained was the comment I made on my site, as if to say, “Gotcha!”. And ever since then, I’ve never posted about work, even when I was frustrated, or pissed off, or if something hilarious happened.

I’ve also noticed the work proxy server appearing in my server logs every once in a while, so I know that people from work come here occassionally. As much as it would have felt good to get stuff out of my system here every once in a while, it just wasn’t worth dealing with the possibility of more stress if I ended up stepping on someone’s ego, or offending someone’s fragile sensibilities.

But, I’ve told my employer that come the 3rd of May, I will no longer consider myself in their employ. While that doesn’t mean the floodgates are now open, that does give me at least a little leeway to talk about what’s going on ‘round these parts.

I’ve Welcome Back, Kottergiven notice at work because I was offered (and accepted) a position with the local trades college here as a digital media / Web instructor. It’s full-time, with 2-3 hours of teaching each day and the rest of the time spent marking assignments, helping students out, working on freelance projects, and generally acting like Gabe Kotter (except sans moustache - Asians should never grow facial hair - it looks all stringy, and patchy, and dreadful, and that’s another entry altogether).

I’m really excited about the new job, and I’m even more excited about getting out of corporate work for a little while. Don’t get me wrong: working for big companies has been good to me, and good for my financial sense of wellbeing, which all things told isn’t something to complain too much about… but as a “creative type”, corporate work only provides so much sustenance.

Working as a designer / developer can also be rather lonely. In some way, it’s a lot like being a writer - it’s just you, the computer, and an idea that you’re coaxing along to fruition. I used to do some teaching back when I lived in Toronto, and the socialness of the classroom can’t be beat. You want a community? Just spend some time in a class full of people who are actually eager and interested in what they’re learning.

I’ve missed that sense of camaraderie, and I’ve missed the incredibly fulfilling feeling one gets when you see someone getting what you’re trying to teach. The eyes come alive, the head nods, and the smiles appear. As feelings go, it’s pretty damn sweet.

This was what I was trying to say without actually coming out and saying it. The fact of the matter is I was planning to move to Montreal if I didn’t get this job anyway, so I would have quit sooner rather than later. But, my life is now careening off into another, competely unexpected direction. As my friend Barb would say, “It’s all good.”

I am very excited.

Comments

1 | Lee said on April 17, 2002 8:13 AM

It's great that you found something that you will most likely enjoy much more than what you are presently doing. It sounds wonderful. Congratulations on the new job, the feature over at Wander-Lust (you SO deserve it), and thanks so much for that snapshot of the "Welcome Back Kotter" gang. (I loved that show!)

I can add yet another group of men who should never attempt to grow facial hair - men with a good deal of Indian blood in them. My ex-husband was one such person. Every time he attempted to grow a goatee or mustache, it was an absolute disaster. It just doesn't work. I think he finally learned his lesson as I haven't seen him try for quite a while now.

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2 | barb said on April 17, 2002 1:27 PM

Congratulations, Neil! When you make the move to your new teaching job, you will have come full circle from when I first met you a few years ago. When I read all of your reasons for leaving your current post, I am nodding inside my head. You're saving your creative and artistic soul, and I'm really proud of you. Plus, you have too much knowledge in your head for one person. It's time again to share it with others -- in a way that can also pay your bills.

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3 | C.C. said on April 19, 2002 8:36 AM

Great news about the new job. Should be a good time for sure!

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4 | Babs said on April 19, 2002 6:31 PM
5 | Neil said on April 19, 2002 7:18 PM

Yes, I'm getting pretty excited about the new job. You know what really pisses me off right now, though? I want to go away to Europe for two weeks before I start the new job to appease my travelin' jones... but because Air Canada has a virtual monopoly on overseas flights, it costs $1700 to fly to Madrid, in economy, during the week. Insane.

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